Tuesday, February 18, 2014

in my head right now.

in a funk today.
it will pass, but for now this consumes me.
i am just nothing good today.

i am...
turning.
judged.
unsettled.
out of control.
useless.
sad.
frustrated.
dumb.
exhausted.
spinning.
worthless.
noisy.
lonely and
misunderstood.

...yet,

determined to figure it all out and set things right.
i can do this.
even if it is on my own.
even if it is only me who understands.
i can do this.
i have to do this, for i am running out of time.

1 comment:

Emily D. said...

Hugs my friend. Sounds like you need them. Know that you have support from your Missouri friend here... if there is anything I can do for you let me know. <3